I'm in college, nearly finished actually. my HND course didn't run, so I went onto the foundation one instead. It means that I'll basically repeat this year next year, in the HND, if that makes sense.
It's been good. Made friends with everyone in the class really easily, which makes things nicer.
Been struggling still with my depression and anxiety. The OCD has calmed to only a few sporadic thoughts and germ stuff. But my tutors are very understanding.
Handin for this current project is Monday and I'm worried I haven't done enough.
I just hope my work is good enough to get me onto the final major project.
Which is another problem, kinda.
Cause our tutor said that we should pick something that sort of follows on from the subject we choose for this project but I can't think of anything. I thought about doing it around macro, which would kind of follow on but I think a guy in my class did that for this current project. Not that we can't do similar subjects. I just don't want it to seem like I'm copying him.
It's either that or tattoos. But that would involve me talking to a lot of people and interacting and stuff. Which could be... unstabling.
I know no one reads this but it helps me vent.
Listening to: -
Reading: Left Hand of God